&the greying vision

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 10:14 PM

i had been studying for the past few days.
not contacting the outside world.
not even the dearest lesband.

alright,
concentration today sucks big time.
haven been able to conc.
like duh.

please let me conc la.
really!
time aint enough for me.
i'm seriously behind time.
stressing meyself this, but it still cant work.

mr NASRI always never fail to make me laugh like mad,
which includes this,

do take a look.
cos i really laugh till i drop.
for people in imense stress, esp due to exams, THE MORE YOU SHOULD WATCH.
1000% promises that it's funny.

i got nothing to blog, but those emo stuff.
it sucks.
i really cant wait for exams to end.
jiayous cindy.
jiayous LESBAND.
jiayous Usual Clique.
jiayous o9.

one week later, willl really graduate from our freshie year.
but the agony will end real soon.

i guess, this agony is worse den the one i got in olevels.

i really miss clementi town.

today is the rascals getting their jae results.
read someone's blog.
and she's feeling caught in the middle bout tourism.
(bet you know who is it.)
hahaha!
it totally reminds me of myself last year.

jump out of the bed due to many smses from many people asking which school
i went into.
so i went online to check, and i saw
" Temasek Polytechnic - Hospitality and Tourism Management"
was kinda disappointed, at the same time, i'm kinda happy.
tphtm has always been the dream course since sec 4.
but np has always been the dream school that i wanted to go, since sec 2 or
3.
(cos sec 1 i've dream to go junior college, just because i wanted to go
uni.
so wishful thinking! HAHA!)
so i'm totally caught in the middle.
chionged down immediatelly with the guys, just to check if i can appeal
into nptrm.
but to no avail.

but now, i guess it doesn't make a difference to me anymore.
at least i'm still inside a tourism course,
and it has been my passion to be in it,
and it will never fade.

furthermore, i've met such great friends in tp.
from the only friends i knew- bianca, dixie, yelay and ailing, in ENTIRE
tp.
i reinstate, ENTIRE TP, which includes iit school, as school, biz school.
till now, so many good friend.
all over the school.

in tp, i think i've mature alot.
thou, it gave me and my dearest friends a very difficult times, but it
totally made me mature alot.

the thoughts of giving up has been accompanying me for the past few days.

but i should cont enduring, i hope.

thinking that these 7days will pass very fast.

thinking that after exams, the time is only for playing.

so encouragement baby.

it keeps me moving.

ohh, you can show me things that can make me relieve my stress, like what mr nasri does! (:

ps. i feel better after blogging. (:

xoxo,

`cindyyy

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